Thursday, November 20, 2008

random muses...



haven't blogged for ages... glad to just rant... now my blog is the ONLY SAFE place for me to really share my feelings... (hmm... got to get round this somehow)...with my professional work merging with my personal space... it's starting to feel a little strained... what used to be private is not exactly private... and I can't just say what I want to express... SIGH... I LOVE BY BLOG NOW... haaaaaaa....now I can say that I was really tired... was hard making sure things were running smoothly just now @ cell... but am glad it turned out well :)

one of the most therapeutic activity for me... is to sit @ my desk, play with photos on my mac (*muaks*) and enjoy the lovely breeze that travels in... i deeply enjoy this... and wish I could talk freely about my love for apple... sigh... am I in the right place??? ha. :)

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

vent

glad i can blog... lol... can't anyhow write what i want on facebook and twitter or msn message now... my bosses / colleagues / clients are on it...

glda i still have my little blog... lol... sigh... tough day again... did not sleep well and had trouble concentrating... gosh - i wonder how some people manage to perform well everyday... ... ... ha... ... ... gg to have two eventful days - looking forward to it. Been tough... really pushed every day... but feel I'm learning lots... and that's good I supposed. but learning is tough - barriers have to go, pride has to be broken down, and it's terribly uncomfortable [rant, rant, rant]. But good I suppose [I hope!]. sometimes I feel like being laissez faire... but yet... at times I'm highly motivated...hahahahhahahhahahaah

random random... read this that comforted me... it's from Frankie and the article was on "the moment I realised i was an adult"...

"After an emotionally rough adolescence, and the artistic slog of my early 20s, talking confidently about soup preferences and buying typefaces somehow feel like defining moments, little victories. It's been a long round trip, but I think I've grown into the person I always was"

Reading this was just good. share a rough adolescence too... his experience was similar to mine... just feel comforted someone has gone through a similar family experience... and also yeah... had a few years of freelance... and many year of growing up. Yeah, work's tough now... but somehow the stability now helps me feel more grown up, more confident. Little victories here and there. The transition to where I was the last few years to now, is good. Tough but does feel good growing up. LOL.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Focus

Focus is the currency of change and directly affects our ability to bring a vision into being. Leaders are skilled in the art of conserving, accrediting and leveraging on this resource to produce meaningful change.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

regroup.recap.revision


just been very excited... being able to sit down for an extended period of time, with energy and with a clear mind... to spend time re-evaluating, reshuffling and revisiting plans and purposes... very good time

at the same time... just being entertained and educated by Sesame street videos and a financial series... miss hanging out with my mac ;)

will continue tomorrow... ... :)

Monday, September 01, 2008

simple happiness

dunno what's I'm doing up so late... should be sleeping... but seriously quite happy to fiddle with my mac *happiness*... miss my mac much...*MUACKS*!

so happeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy....

happiness is being happy with where you are, what you want... and at the same time looking forward to the future.... :) RELAXED.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

let it out

feel emo. finally am blogging. miss it.

went for a run, played with my keyboard, uploading a couple of photos. then going to sleep, more satisfied.

sigh. difficult news today. and need to overcome and get over it and move on. letting it out. i should sleep - been looking like a panda.

Saturday, July 19, 2008