Monday, December 20, 2004

long time no blog

wah... i haven't blogged for a couple of months... yearned to blog... but really haven't got that time to sit down and let it out...

pff... the last month and a half just flew by... so much has happened just these two months... I'm still taking it in... its as if ten thousand airplanes just passed you by and you're still trying to hold on to the railing so as not to fly away...

I'm blown away... by how Papa God loves me, and has a beautiful plan for me. Its a simple truth. Yet one of the hardest truths to believe. But after living these 26 years of my life... I can say truly - a resounding YES!!! Wah... how not to believe?

Wah... just really see a lot more of Papa God in a trip overseas and also this current youth camp. I'm just like WAHHHHHHHHHH.... amazed.... entirely... and just amazed... and amazed...

There were moments that were extremely trying (crying and using up a toilet roll) and also delirious joy (like eating jiao3 zi4 and tang1 bao1) the last 1.5 mths... but I wouldn't have chose anything else but to live this life...

hmm...coming back to "normal life"... just realised why year end is often so hectic... guess we are all trying to
a) give ourselves a treat for the year end - allowing ourselves to enjoy and also relax a little...
b) giving others treats, blessing them too...taking time to remember and appreciate them...
c) bringing closure to the year for our friends (writing Christmas cards) and our own lifes (reflecting back on the year- wondering about our new year resolutions)
d) Looking forward to the new year (starting afresh new resolutions heh)

Oh well... just can't help thinking back on this year... wow... still can't believe where Papa God has taken me... hmm.... still amazed...

So much I've loved, grown and learnt and matured and had fun and ate a lot and saw many new things...

I think this year I really feel like my age most - a bubbly 26 year old who lives life to the fullest! No crumbs. Living the life I was meant to live. =) In the hand of my Father.

Love ya Dada God!

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