Friday, December 21, 2007

much ado about many things

Its been a whirlwind these last few days... super sleepy now... lots of fun but also battling some stuff... but having loads of fun... haha... enjoy the BUZZZZZZZZZZ

hmm.. learning to juggle expectations... and balancing time... and giving... still scared... but getting better...

i do enjoy organising... haha... must learn to appreciate my giftings... guess in a fun setting, its fun... but oh well... good training from work I suppose... (though its less fun then)... good to have great team members. really fun. glad I could use my design skills somehow... somewhere... yeah... all these years of training are not in waste... never... but such a high price to pay... ... learning not to compare and wish i was doing something more 'fun' like acting/ dancing/singing etc... and to stop wishing i was more musically talented. but be happy. with my role. i have fun too. hee.

so thankful... met up with a good friend who is pregnant and she gave me jelly beans!!! hehe. and also a friend treated me to a pedicure... ooh... purple nails with silver fancy french tips... hee... happy... the massage was great! good to catch up and all... glad to use some thai seasoning and cook a simple yet yummy meal. ha! i'm getting there... for asian food. Grin. was fun to laugh over things with the 3 gals... and exchange stories... yeah... the best things in life can be so simple...

learning to wait too... that it is redemptive rather than relentless... trusting. resting and quieting my soul. life can be hard, easy, painful, fun... such extremes. ha.

time to sleep.

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