fu2

fu2...blessings galore

had a good day at work. glad i had enough rest. glad i went to see a movie yest. glad to receive comfort and gather courage from the Hand. Stark contrast from yest. Glad for friends too. Tks meen & my cellies.

tkful... for friends... love my rj friends... they're just wacky and their sense of humour is awesome! ha! just crazy.... and we just laugh at the same frequency. totally love them! didn't really enjoy jc then but sure do enjoy the friendships now!!!!!

funny...how tonight... one of us is really rich... the other really pretty... and the other really smart... ha... interesting bunch...

mmm... sure love a good treat once in a while...yummy spizza...ooh..Helena!!! and super yummy crystal jade desert and dumplings...mmm... and a baileys shake to top it off! AWESOME!!!!

And playing bridge while watching Jamie Oliver cook... ooh... glad to have so much fun.

think i was quite deprived when i was a teenager... always had to be the eldest, the adult as soon as i turned twelve. Fun wasn't 'approved' I needed to be serious. Strong. Smart. In control. Independent. To take care of others. Sigh. Totally stifling.

Glad now I can just let go and have loads of FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sometimes i feel its too late... coz my body seems slower... BUT........this life is NOT MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I surrender... i take what comes... i enjoy this moment... it is NOT MY RIGHT to demand what "should have" been my teenagehood- fun, innocent, light. But simply... to enjoy what is given to me now... to the fullest. Better now than never. Better enjoyed than be miserable. Better have FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!