Thursday, January 03, 2008

Full.

Hmm...

today is the first day of work after a long time... still tough... but enough grace... just when things start to dip... a buzz comes from a friend. came back and kneeled... and surrendered again...

read peter drucker's book on mgt...glad to know that good ideas can come from unexpected twists... never expected to reach such a low state in this journey... fight on... not by myself

i think i must stop eating so much... haha... looking forward to running and the gym...gosh just a couple of weeks of no gyming and munches... the tummy returns!!!! arrrrrrrrgggggghhhh..... heee. oh well... tomorrow, i'll go!

was fun to move here... new neighbours... good party fun. talk laugh take silly photos. fun. ha. still brought some relief to the otherwise dull and tough day. fun to experiment with silly shots. hahaah...

i like my nails - orange shiny works for me. like it better than the sweety pinks. eeeks. hahahahaahha

glad for friendships built on grace... was feeling blah about what a friend said. instead of just keeping mum and be angry (thinking i'm not)and eventually blow up (coz i was just suppressing the hurts)... so glad I learnt to first forgive, extend grace and then let the other person know how I feel so that there can be a chance for reconciliation. and when it does, the friendship gets stronger. glad i can stop feeling powerless and pretend it does not matter or in my conflict avoidance slants, i just swallow the pain... glad i took at step out.

tomorrow is a new day... fresh love, grace and hope. more than enough. look forward to tomorrow.

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